just myself

1 timotius 4:12 - jangan seorangpun menganggap engkau rendah karena engkau muda. jadilah teladan bagi orang-orang percaya dalam perkataanmu, dalam tingkah lakumu, dalam kasihmu, dalam kesetiaanmu, dan dalam kesucianmu :)

Minggu, 31 Juli 2011

Tak Pernah Setengah Hati - Tompi

tak pernah setengah hati
ku mencintaimu, ku memiliki dirimu
setulus-tulusnya jiwa
ku serahkan semua hanya untukmu

tak pernah aku niati untuk melukaimu
atau meninggalkan dirimu
sesalku selalu bila tak sengaja
aku buat kau menangis
reff:
memiliki mencintai dirimu kasihku
tak akan pernah membuat diriku menyesal
sungguh matiku hidupku kan selalu
membutuhkan kamu

lagu ini pernah nemenin kegalauan gw.. pas si panda liburan ke bali sama keluarganya, gw sempet berantem juga ma dy.. penyebab gw berantem ma dy tuh gara2 kurang pengertian satu sama lain aja sih.. hampir setiap gw berantem ma dy, pasti gw nangis(cengeng yah gw?? :p) nah akhirnya setelah saling menjelaskan, keduanya pun saling minta maaf.. akhirnya lewat jejaring sosial komunikasi yang bernama YM, gw tulis d tabel chatnya lyric ini.. kenapa lyric ini, karena gw ga pernah setengah hati buat sayang ma dy :))

Nobody's home - avril lavigne

I couldn't tell you why she felt that way,
She felt it everyday.
And I couldn't help her,
I just watched her make the same mistakes again.

What's wrong, what's wrong now?
Too many, too many problems.
Don't know where she belongs, where she belongs.
She wants to go home, but nobody's home.
It's where she lies, broken inside.
With no place to go, no place to go to dry her eyes.
Broken inside.

Open your eyes and look outside, find the reasons why.
You've been rejected, and now you can't find what you left behind.
Be strong, be strong now.
Too many, too many problems.
Don't know where she belongs, where she belongs.
She wants to go home, but nobody's home.
It's where she lies, broken inside.
With no place to go, no place to go to dry her eyes.
Broken inside.

Her feelings she hides.
Her dreams she can't find.
She's losing her mind.
She's fallen behind.
She can't find her place.
She's losing her faith.
She's fallen from grace.
She's all over the place.
Yeah,oh

She wants to go home, but nobody's home.
It's where she lies, broken inside.
With no place to go, no place to go to dry her eyes.
Broken inside.

She's lost inside, lost inside...oh oh yeah
She's lost inside, lost inside...oh oh yeah

ni lagu tuh pas banget ma gw.. tapi dalam adegan lagu ini teh kebanyakan adegan yang gw alamin langsung tuh si "her" nya.. bukan s avril nya.. emang sih rada tragis ni lagu. tapi karna emang ini yang gw rasain jadi yah gitu deh :p yang bener2 gw sering alamin tuh lyric yang bagian "With no place to go, no place to go to dry her eyes.Broken inside." kadang gw emang suka banget ngerasa sendiri, tapi mulai kesini-sini gw nyadar kalau Tuhan itu selalu ada d samping gw.. Thank you so much God.. you are great daddy ever.. love ya :*

officially missing you - Tamia

[Verse One]
All I hear is raindrops
Falling on the rooftop
Oh baby tell me why’d you have to go
Cause this pain I feel
It wont go away
And today I’m officially missing you
I thought that from this heartache
I could escape
But I fronted long enough to know
There ain’t no way
And today
I’m officially missing you

[Chorus]
Oh can’t nobody do it like you
Said every little thing you do
Hey baby say it stays on my mind
And I, I’m officially

[Verse Two]
All I do is lay around
Two years full of tears
From looking at your face on the wall
Just a week ago you were my baby
Now I don’t even know you at all
I don’t know you at all
Well I wish that you would call me right now
So that I could get through to you somehow
But I guess it’s safe to say baby safe to say
That I’m officially missing you

[Chorus]

[Bridge]
Well I thought I could just get over you baby
But I see that’s something I just can’t do
From the way you would hold me
To the sweet things you told me
I just can’t find a way
To let go of you

[Chorus]

It's official
You know that I’m missing you
Yeah yes
All I hear is raindrops
And I’m officially missing you

ni juga termasuk lagu yang lyricnya dalem banget buat gw.. pertama sih gw dapet lagu ini dari sapeh.. dy ngasih lagu ini k gw pas lagi d balkon sekolah waktu SMP.. lyricnya so easy listening for me..terus music nya juga menurut gw enak keun.. gw sering banget dengerin lagu ini.. makanya d hp gw udah ga aneh kalo nih lagu jadi most played d playlist gw :D dulu sih gw sempet tergila2 sama lagu ini gara2 gw baru putus dari cowo gw yangg sebelum ini.. wah jero banget deh kalo udah dengerin lagu ini pas ujan, sendirian, volume nya full.. :D  tapi itu  dulu.. pas gw belom kenal sama panda gw yang sekarang.. NOW, setelah gw kenal sama panda gw, say good bye deh buat kegalauan d lagu ini(walaupun di lagu lain ada juga kegalauan gw tentang si panda) :p

Because of You - Kelly Clarckson

I will not make the same mistakes that you did
I will not let myself
Cause my heart so much misery
I will not break the way you did,
You fell so hard
I've learned the hard way
To never let it get that far

Because of you
I never stray too far from the sidewalk
Because of you
I learned to play on the safe side so I don't get hurt
Because of you
I find it hard to trust not only me, but everyone around me
Because of you
I am afraid

I lose my way
And it's not too long before you point it out
I cannot cry
Because I know that's weakness in your eyes
I'm forced to fake
A smile, a laugh everyday of my life
My heart can't possibly break
When it wasn't even whole to start with

Because of you
I never stray too far from the sidewalk
Because of you
I learned to play on the safe side so I don't get hurt
Because of you
I find it hard to trust not only me, but everyone around me
Because of you
I am afraid

I watched you die
I heard you cry every night in your sleep
I was so young
You should have known better than to lean on me
You never thought of anyone else
You just saw your pain
And now I cry in the middle of the night
For the same damn thing

Because of you
I never stray too far from the sidewalk
Because of you
I learned to play on the safe side so I don't get hurt
Because of you
I try my hardest just to forget everything
Because of you
I don't know how to let anyone else in
Because of you
I'm ashamed of my life because it's empty
Because of you
I am afraid

Because of you
Because of you

salah satu faktor yang bisa bikin gw suka sama lagu ini yaitu faktor ke galauan :p tapi sebenernya ga itu juga sih.. lagu ini tuh menurut gw yah,, punya arti sama makna yang dalem lho.. emang sih dalem buat para galauers.. hahaha :D makanya gw suka banget sama lagu ini gara-gara gw GALAUERS :p

Nothings Gonna Change My Love For You

If i had to live my life without you near me
The days would all be empty
The nights would seem so long
You i see forever oh so clearly
I might have been in love before
But i’ve never felt this strong
Our dreams are young and we both know
They take us where we want to go
Hold me now touch me now
I don’t want to live without you
Nothing’s gonna change my love for you
You oughta know by now how much i love you
One thing you can be sure of
I never ask for more than your love
Nothing’s gonna change my love for you
You oughta know by now how much i love you
The world may change my whole life through
But nothing’s gonna change my love for you
If the road ahead is not so easy
Our love will lead the way for us
Just like a guiding star
I’ll be there for you if you should need me
You don’t have to change a thing
I love you just the way you are
So come with me and share the view
I help you see forever too
Hold me now touch me now
I don’t want to live without you
Nothing’s gonna change my love for you
You oughta know by now how much i love you
One thing you can be sure of
I never ask for more than your love
Nothing’s gonna change my love for you
You oughta know by now how much i love you
The world may change my whole life through
But nothing’s gonna change my love for you
Nothing’s gonna change my love for you
You oughta know by now how much i love you
One thing you can be sure of
I never ask for more than your love
Nothing’s gonna change my love for you
You oughta know by now how much i love you
The world may change my whole life through
But nothing’s gonna change my love for you


setiap orang pasti punya setiap lagu favorite  dong.. ada beberapa lagu yang menurut gw bersejarah banget d hidup gw(cieee bahasa ayeee).. yang contohnya lagu ini aja.. emang gw boleh di bilang penyuka lagu lama.. ga tau kenapa.. menurut gw lagu lama tuh nada sama lyricnya dalem abis dah.. apalagi lagu ini.. wahh.. ngena abis dah d hati gw :p gw tuh bukan tipe orang yg pinter ngunggkapin isi hati dengan langsung ngomong.. tapi gw tuh tipe orang yang bisa mengungkapkan semua isi hati gw dengan music. I LOVE MUSIC SO MUCH) :D

Sabtu, 30 Juli 2011

Lovely Best friends

gw punya 3 orang manusia yang gw perkirakan sangat dekat teramat sangat sekali ma gw.. ada miti, sapeh, sama kokom.. cuman dari ke 3 manusia ini, gw paling deket sama si kokom.. memang yang namanya pertemanan itu ada sedih ma senengnya.. gw mau bagiin dulu dari yg sedihnya :) awal mula sedih yg paling kerasa ma gw sih pas gw ngedenger kabar buruk dari kokom.. katanya dia mau go to somewhere gitu..awalnya sih gw kira cuman bercanda, TAPI sekarang malah kejadian beneran(hiks). :( dia manusia yg paling mengerti gw d muka bumi ini, dia selalu ada pas gw butuh manusia buat cerita.. padahal gw masih banyak manusia lainnya, contohnya cowo gw.. BUT, kadang cowo gw terlalu sibuk buat ngedengerin cerita gw, jadi aja gw cerita ke manusia yang namanya kokom ato ga sapeh ato ga miti..  :D they are really best friend for me :D hmmm... setiap cerita walaupun ada sad story nya pasti juga ada happy story nya dong.. kita merasa dekat satu sama lain pas lagi d kebun binatang, d jogja(walaupun ada cerita buruk tergantung d dalamnya), d pizza(pas gw sama kokom) dll... gw bener-bener beruntung punya mereka.. mereka yg selalu ada d stiap gw ngerasa sendiri, yang selalu ada di saat gw ngerasa sedih, di saat gw bener2 butuh temen cerita mereka selalu ada.. soalnya setiap apa yang gw ga bisa ceritain ke cowo gw, gw pasti bisa cerita ke mereka. dan mereka juga selalu siap buat ngedengerin setiap keluh kesah gw.. thank you my friends :D sebenernya apa yang gw tulis d halaman ini belum menceritakan semua kejadian, hal yang gw alamin sama mereka.. tapi dengan gw bikinnya satu judul ini, mulai sekarang gw bakal nulis tentang mereka bertiga d satu judul.. yaitu judul ini.. karena mereka terlalu special buat d pencar judul(dan juga lagian gw males nulis judul lagi) :pv.. sekecil apa pun kejadian sama mereka gw pasti nge post di sini :D

Love story

masih di first,, gue mau ngenalin about lovely people around me :)
pertama ! gw bakal ceritain tentang cowo gw :D

pertama kali gw kenal dy itu d account facebook gw, dy nge add fb gw, terus nulis d wall gw :D berhubung gw termasuk manusia kurang kerjaan, jadi gw bikin account facebook 2.. dy nge add lagi deh account facebook gw yg kedua.. lucu nya dy, dy ga tau kalo tuh account facebook masih dengan user yg sama(parah) yawda aja gw tulis d wall dy kalo tuh account masih dalam user yg sama,, :) eh, dari situ kita wall to wall an terus deh, udah wall to wall dy minta nomer hp gw, yawda aja gw kasih.. pas gw smsan ma dy, topik perbincangan setiap harinya yaitu mantannya ok, never mind for me :) da pas itu gw belom kepikiran buat jadian sama dy.. eh beberapa saat setelah kejadian dy minta nomer hp, gw d tembak ma dy, yah gw terima aja.. karena ga tw kenapa perasaan sayang itu ada :D biasanya kalo orang itu, minta nomer hp, ketemuan, baru jadian,, tapi sama gw malah kebalik adanya gw nomer hp, jadian, baru ketemuan.. :D itu lah awalnya my love story :))

first !

pertama kali gw berhasil bikin blog.. satu hal yg dari tadi gw omongin "thx God akhitnya jadi !" :D
udah gitu yang darti tadi gw dumelin yaitu "aseeekk!! punya blog !: hwaaa.. senangnya hidup gw :D
awalnya gw bikin ni blog sih sebatas iseng belaka. berkat penggalauan gw setiap satnite jadi aja gw bikin ni blog.. hahahaha :D banyak orang yg ngomong "ngapain sih binkin blog??euweuh gawe da !" cuman menurut gw "blog was amazing !" :p mungkin nanti semua curhatan gw bakal gw post d sini, semua penggalauan gw, semua memory gw, kenangan baik suka maupun duka, bakal gw simpen d sini.. jangan bosen" yah.. :D you can know all about myself, my boyfriend's self, and maybe yourself, in this blog.. check this out ! :D